Unconditional Love

Unconditional love

Let us describe it!

You are a girl with a big dream- to be a princess; glamorous, elegant, gorgeous, stunning, bright, wise and all right characteristics. Frequently, acting as a princess; being fashionable (of course), being elite (interacting just with friends that you think they can confirm you as an elite) and being eminent one (all students in the campus know how beautiful you are, how great you are, especially for all men feeling enchantment of you). 

Why do you have dream like this? Because you want a man with perfect criteria (rich, handsome, bright like *Oppa) can love you? Because you want people see you as a perfect creation? Are you proud cause of that? how about if you don’t have any criteria of princess?

Oke stop dreaming! let us see the reality.

You are the girl with a big dream as big as space. I’m sure you really wanna be a fashionable, but you just have a baby powder for your face and body, and cajuput oil as your perfume /medicine (when you enter the class, someone must be saying “hmm, like a baby smell”). Then, you still wear your old dress and you feel comfortable as long as you wear it, through after your friends asking “is it your mom dress?” and you will be ashamed. Friday night Saturday night and Sunday, you just stay at your dwelling although you are free and your friends spend their free time with hanging out in the luxurious cafe, going to the beach, or making a tourism trip out of city/country. They always update their impressive photo on instagram to show the world that they are cool man and you just sit on your bed and like their photo. Also, you are not smart guy, you don’t have amount of proud achievement.

Your dream is opposite with your reality!

Now, anyone can love you? Anyone can accept just the way you are?

Trust me, there are people love us, how we are - how we gonna be.

They are our PARENTS!

No matter how we were born, what we have been doing, what we are gonna be they still love us until the end.

When I’m writing this writing, several my friends read the title and they get chortle cause they think I will write about special boy, in reality no. I have special people in my life- Mama and Papa.

Long distance relationship, between my parents and I, as a girl never living far from parents, it’s so hard for me, every single day is about homesick, but I like this situation. Sometimes there must have miles to expect longing. 

Mama and Papa are the only people considering me as their princess, little princess exactly. I am twenty one years old now, but they still see me as a five years old-girl. I must recognize it because childishness still life in my soul. I was born with extra dose sensitivity, little broken and moody. Greatly, my parents can accept it.

I remember how Mama taught me to keep smile in crying, it’s funny, she said “princess always keep smile, whatever happens”. She always say that I’m the only one she love in this world, pretty daughter, graceful and wise. (hahahahahah, I know just her saying like that). Pure love, it's Mama. She love me just the way I am. :)

Who is papa? Love in silence, it’s him. He looks like calm, no saying love to me but his action is enough to show how he love me. No one can over protective about me, (not my friends, not my siblings) except Papa. I become truly princess, he doesn't allow me to do hard job. He never let I get worry about anything. When I was child, I would fake being asleep, so my father would carry me to bed (hahahahah, naughty child) but he still love me.

Both love me unconditionally. Yes, unconditional love is my guessing for their love for me. I always become princess for them, never care whatever happens to me. So do I.
Ocean cannot be ink, leaves cannot be paper to draw their love for me.

(Big Hug from your Humayra)