Imaginary Scratch

MEMORY IN THE RAIN   I love the rain-- People seem more quiet And thoughtful, And more willing to stay in And get cozy, And have deep conversations; A world more fit for an introvert Like me --Chris Mc Geown Two days ago in rainy day I read my friend’s blog- a written under title Love Rain by Sunni. In the opening, she wrote a poem by Shakespeare then she’s talking profitable of rain in her memory, and it inspired me to write to the same thing about rain. So now, I’m going to write about my own feelings in rainy day. I’m sure you have read the poem above, I got it from instagram. The words are- so nice, so deep and so impressive for someone like me :) (who love the rain). Maybe for some people rainy is bad day getting- wet, bored, stuck, but for others rainy is having comfort zone- staying at your dwelling (all day long), listening to nature sound (raindrop), talking with yourself and getting the memory fill your mind (I love these situations...

Unconditional love Let us describe it! You are a girl with a big dream- to be a princess; glamorous, elegant, gorgeous, stunning, bright, wise and all right characteristics. Frequently, acting as a princess; being fashionable (of course), being elite (interacting just with friends that you think they can confirm you as an elite) and being eminent one (all students in the campus know how beautiful you are, how great you are, especially for all men feeling enchantment of you).  Why do you have dream like this? Because you want a man with perfect criteria (rich, handsome, bright like *Oppa) can love you? Because you want people see you as a perfect creation? Are you proud cause of that? how about if you don’t have any criteria of princess? Oke stop dreaming! let us see the reality. You are the girl with a big dream as big as space. I’m sure you really wanna be a fashionable, but you just have a baby powder for your face and body, and cajuput oil as your perfum...

Who I am! I think hard to define the title above, it’s no theory from expert can be pictured me maybe they will say I’m a human having complete body, thought and almost can do all daily activities   well. If I ask to my parents, of course they will say I’m their daughter. Friends and colleague must confess that I am one of their friends. But I have another side to see who I am. I’m just an ordinary girl from ordinary family in ordinary world. Almost sixteen years I have been doing the same thing; going to school and campus, doing   assignment, getting score every semester and I will end it next year (InsyaAllah). Taking master degree? I have to think again. When I was child, the question “what do you want to be in the future?” became so familiar. I used to lose idea to imagine what I wanna be later and my friends said that they wanna be doctor. I tried to imagine me as a doctor, but there were no picture in my brain. Yes, I didn’t want to be doctor; it was hard to s...